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"In
September of 2003, The New-York Historical Society
hosted my 2nd museum exhibit, titled '9/11: Loss and Remembrance',
which was composed of several portraits I had done of a group
of men at Ground Zero known as the BAND OF DADS. They
were comprised mostly of retired FDNY firemen who were persistently
digging at Ground Zero for their missing firefighter sons.
I befriended them over the months and was inspired by each
of their stories and refusal to walk away from the WTC site
until every last piece of debris was cleared. Some of the
men were fortunate enough to find their sons while others
left empty-handed and broken-hearted.
I
wanted to immortalize this unique group of men and their sons
by shooting portraits of them holding a personal item that
had belonged to their sons. In the last week of the recovery
efforts at Ground Zero, I shot a few men but then decided
it was best to leave it be as I knew this was a tough time
for them. That's when retired Lieutenant Paul Geidel of Rescue
1 said to me 'If you're going to shoot one of us, then you
might as well shoot all of us.' With that, each day I photographed
a different man. Some of them had lost their dads, others
lost their sons and some lost their brothers. They each brought
a sentimental item and the shoots were very emotional and
filled with tears. It will rank as the most trying photographs
I have ever taken but well worth it because each family was
so pleased that the memory of their loved one was immortalized
on film.
Many
times through the shoots I had to stop as the men would well
up with emotion at the reality of the fact that this was it:
The recovery was over and their son or brother was never coming
home. My heart expanded twenty-fold and I will forever respect
each of these men not just for who they are as people but
for having the courage to partake in these photo sessions
on behalf of their fallen FDNY son, brother or dad. I hope
that those of you who view these images will appreciate them
as much as I do." - Gary Suson, July 2004
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